I Wonder...

Bruce Daniel Higginson

February 16, 1969 - April 26, 1985

I wonder if he'd live close enough that we'd see him often.

I wonder if his wife would have been pretty and sweet.

I wonder how many children he'd have.

I wonder if his freckles would have faded away.

I wonder if he'd have struggled with his weight.

I wonder if he'd have hair like some brothers or be bald like others.

I wonder if his garage would be in perfect order like his bedroom

and drawers always were.

I wonder if he'd still hate peas.

I wonder what career he'd have chosen.

I wonder if he'd be wealthy or if he'd struggle financially.

I wonder how opinionated he'd be.

I wonder if he'd be politically active or just a reliable voter.

I wonder where he'd have served his mission.

I wonder if his children would have his freckles or his mouth.

I wonder if he'd still love sports.

I wonder if we'd still stick up for each other.

I don't wonder where he is or if I'll see him again.

I don't wonder if he knows how much we love him and miss him.

I love you, Bruce. Even after all this time, you are still missed.